Posts Tagged ‘Ali’

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Why Is Grace Confused With Movement And Ultimate Forgiveness?

July 30, 2009

When I say Grace what do you think of? You’re probably either thinking of movement, like a ballerina seeming to glide on her toes, or youre thinking of a forgivness beyond which nobody can wrap their minds around. But why those two? Why movement and forgiveness? Is it because of culture’s perspective? Probably, but I believe there is a deeper explaination.

I mean, really. How in the world did our minds manage to get swift, beautiful movement and indescribable forgiveness confused? What about the two did we see that had the same meaning? Here’s what I think.

When I think of Grace as movement, I picture a woman. She’s dancing, she’s carefree, sunlight seems to dance on her smiling face as she twirls her skirt swiftly. Nothing could harm her. BUT- wait. She isnt Xena. Or an Athena spit-image. In fact, she is the total opposite. She’s calm, she’s beautiful, she’s- absolutly stunning. Yet, at the same time, she seems strong. You wouldnt dare harm her. The essence that comes from her seems (and does) protect her. Worries? None. Sorrows? It wouldn’t matter. She’d dance them away.

So, what about all of that compares to forgiveness? Strong, true, beautiful, authentic forgiveness?

True forgiveness comes from a force none could understand. Some, and I hope you do, know this force as “God.” Sound familiar?

Let’s face it. If you could honestly wrap your mind around God, you have made your own idol. Seriously- if you walk with Christ on a day to day basis, you know not all of your questions are answered. In fact, if you have no questions, something is wrong. It’s those very questions that keep us dancing and moving in his Grace.

Now do you see? The dancer I picture answers the question of why she is dancing with a smiling face, and answers with, “God.”

Her dancing is true. Her every movement is authentic. She didnt train for this. It’s from her joy she dances so beautifully. Her sweet essence of strength is- well, strong. You couldn’t wrap your mind around the absolute joy she is feeling. You wouldn’t dare try. She allures you with every Graceful movement she makes. And as she moves, you have a desire to have the joy she has.

Sound Familiar?

I know it does to me. It reminds me of my Father, My God. He’s strong. He’s alluring. He’s true. He’s himself. He is all that he is- authentic. He’s stunning. He allures us to dance with him. He- He is the beauty that’s worth dancing for authentically. Without care. Without shame. He’s the author of

Salvation, Grace-

Something we cannot wrap our minds around.

Something- no. Someone that is all that HE is. All my life is worth DANCING for.

–Ali

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Like, Whoa? by Ali

July 7, 2009

Okay, to get this thing started, Im stoked. God is teaching me more and more day by day. So, if Im babling on, Im sorry. Im exited!!

So, God has been giving me the same message at least twice in one in a half week. It’s awesome. He’s being bringing out my fierce side, and it’s so cool.

Woot! And basically, this is what he has been telling me.

“Dont be afraid to get out and take a risk. I made you fierce, and Im never going to let you go. Keep your head high and never fall to your enemy. Im with you, therefore you have nothing to fear. Get ready. It could be thrilling despite the wounds. By the way, Ill make you stronger by healing those.”

:D Yay. That wasnt word for word or anything, but I could feel it. I could just feel that knowledge when I took normal risks like challenging games. Now, it’s time for my next REALLY tough next steps in my walk with Christ.

It shames me that sometimes I can worry. Because it IS true that my life is planned for the better. I am chosen in Christ. Why? I ask him everytime I pray. And sometimes (fessing up) I cry when I ask. I mean, why me? What makes me so worthy? Im a filthy human. But Christ made my soul white as snow when He called me back home.

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooo

oooooo………………..…………

haha!!

Bring it!

Let the games begin.

I have God on my side.

So why should I fear my enemy?

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New Poem by Ali

June 4, 2009

So, I got this from the Holy Spirit last night. It wasn’t word for word like the last one, but I still appreciate it mucho. Hah. It really helped me.
Ashes,
my body has burned to
ashes.
It makes me feel so weak.

Fear,
oh I fear the thought of,
not fearing you.

Pride,
it makes my chest feel stiff,
will it cease?

Fire,
there are two different kinds.
One that makes my heart jump with joy,
and one that takes me down.
One who has no mercy.

But from the ashes,
I can rise up.

From the fear,
I can gain courage from your splendor.

And my pride,
it will flee when I rise up in you,
with wings flaming.

The fire will fly down from heaven,
setting my heart aflame.

From that I will rise up from the ashes,
just like a pheonix.

You cannot stop me without being burned.
Because I burn with heaven’s fire.

–Ali

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Ali and the Awkward Dream

June 2, 2009

This, my friends, is absolute proof God is speaking.

So, last night I had this awkward dream. Honestly, I was kind of offended by it, but after the holy spirit interpreted it for me, it all made complete sense! Oh, how I love God. And oh how he loves us.

Now, my dream last night was totally insane. It began like this, I was at my church (Newspring). My preacher was speaking to me about anger management and they had me on a truck thing where I wasnt able to go anywhere. Now, if you know how big Newspring is and how many people go there, try to picture EVERYONE who has ever been there standing like 100 feet away from me, watching with complete intrest. I was SO confused, I tell you! So, Im staring at my senior pastor straight in the eyes, slighty offended that he is speaking to me about anger management. But, for some reason, I listen anyways, look behind me, and realize I have angel wings. O.o <<< that was my face.

But, after that, I looked down when he walked away. Only to see that there was a hole that he was going to put me in.

So, I got put in it, and then woke up.

From then on until going to Fuse today, I was super confused. But then, it all came together. It all came together what it ment. When Brad reminded us what being still means, I seen it.

After the service, I told my small group leader that the Holy Spirit interpreted my dream for me. Like, word for word. I thank God for what she made me do afterwords; and that was to write it down so she could read it. And, this is what came from the ink of my pen, word. for. word. :

These wings you have given me; they do not mean I am an angel.

These wings, they are given to me only by your salvation.

This world, it has put me in a box. A box I can only feel hopeless in.

But once I take the time to realize your wings of salvation can lift me up and out,

I can wrap them around the lost, the broken, and the beaten.

We all need to see this. We all need to know the Wings of Salvation can free us from the strong-hold satan has on our hearts.

It’s not only me, God. Let them see they can soar to the heavens whenever they please, also.

Im so exited. Thats what he gave me.

–Ali Neely

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Allison’s Drawing

May 14, 2009
by Allison Neely

by Allison Neely

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